Back to the Gym

I was in denial.
But now I am slowly accepting that I'm fat, after the gym instructer told me that 2 pounds more I will be classified as obese (without him computing for my bmi!).

Anyway, that's a motiviation alright, rather than an insult. Last Friday I visited our gym in the office and it aint that bad. I just tried some cardio for 30 mins but my boss started calling my cel. Left immediately for a meeting but this week, i'm planning to do this religiously and seriously (read: no work right after gym).

When I was pacing on the treadmill, college gym memories came flashing in.. more bad than good. Among the bad would be the 'new gym friends' I met (wonder if they're still alive), the Smoking habit after workout, enemies that I gained, and bad bad bad experiences.

But there were good memories though.. The pounds I lost (hey, I looked good back then!), the discipline I had, and life's learnings which I learned the hard and hurting way. =)

Objective in a month's time: I should lose 3 kilos the minimum. I am really pushing myself hard to do this, despite the tons of work and bianca and titan to think of. I really need to do this for me, and not for anybody else.