My bestfriend lost her baby

Mixed emotions actually.

I feel terribly sad because of what happened to her, knowing that she wanted something so bad and when she thought she finally got it, it's as if somebody took it away from her instantly. But I do believe God is a good God. He will give her a baby as soon as she becomes ready. Things happen for a reason only He can understand fully. Some of us do have that capability to understand, and some do not. As for my friend, i do WANT to believe she has a capability of understanding what HE wants for her.

On the other hand, I feel sorry for her because even though she is gifted with a lot of great friends, she still chooses to FOCUS, be influenced greatly, and limit herself on what the fucking OB-gyne says. She's so hell afraid of the fact that she won't have a baby. the doctor is pressuring her to have one already outside marriage. duh.

oh well whatever. I've had long useless discussions with her... useless in the sense that I feel like a wall talking to somebody who's about to leave the room.

But hey, I love my friend. This is one Suportahan ta ka thing. I just wish she will be happy - baby or no baby. I just wish she realizes that God is good enough to give her great family and friends, great boyfriend, and most of all great life.